Many people did believe in Him, including some of the Jewish leaders. But they wouldnt admit it for fear that the Pharisees would expel them from the synagogue, for they loved human praise more than the praise of God. -John 12:42-43
It is difficult to be a secret Christian. Jesus knows that if we’re not “all in” we’re probably mostly out. Others will unmistakably know that we are Christians by His love shining through us, by His power upholding us, and by His grace bringing us to our knees. Decide where you stand and what you are willing to offer to gain the praise of God in spite of the response of man.